hay all...
u know u try to find the answer to everything but u find it u wish u neva knew...
u try 2 find the truth... in the end u onli get hurt... u love sum1 so much but in the end u know nothing good ever last's... u can never lose wat u didn't have.. but at the begining u thought u had it all but u never had anything ur left memories of wat could of been...but never will be... ur probly really confused.. as i am... dw there might b an easier way 2 explain it.. there's sum1 in my life that means everything and anything 2 me.. im practically living 4 her if i didnt have her i wouldn't b here... she knows everything bout me..and no matter wat she never judges me... i have let her down so many times.. and we seem 2 b losing wat we had... and i know how hard it will be to say goodbye.. but i dnt want to end it in a fight i want 2 end it on sumthing that wnt hurt the both of us 2 much.. i have tryed to talk 2 her but she's determined 2 not let go... i dnt want 2 either.. i mean i love her and she's my everythin... but i dnt want 2 lose her ova a fight if that happens...im not even sure... i know eventually i wnt have her so i should just make the most of wen i do have her... right?..ok well help would b good.. byebye